kite

May 27th, 2009

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Photo and video by Billy

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Kites make me think of futility and possibility, both, in one shiny, wind-whipped package.
William is three this week—full of breathy wonder; I’ll soon be thirty-eight, inevitably, and grounded as maybe a mother should be.

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trance

May 20th, 2009

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Photos and video by Billy

Lately I've been striving to be simpler, easier, more fun, like maybe I used to be.

I still make my manic lists, but then I go back, before I've actually accomplished anything, and strike things out. Tedious, ordinary things that before, I would have finished first, like finishing your broccoli.

Lately, I’ve been underlining, marking in sparkly asterisks, the simple, easy things; the fun things I’d like to do.

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Trancey video of William getting his twitchy groove on

riverside

May 13th, 2009

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rivanna3.jpgBilly’s new photo project: the scant but pretty woods in town, all woven with our incidental litter

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Photos by Billy

Saturday morning, we went down to the riverside. Down past the end of our street, through too tall grass. Our reward was a narrow muddy path onto the Rivanna trail.

It was all of us. Billy, William, the two dogs and me, walking more or less single file except when we were carrying William. Suddenly, we were in what might have been deep woods, except, around one bend, we saw a view of of tall beige houses above a retaining wall, with beige men balanced precariously on too tall ladders: painters at back windows. We had no idea where these houses might be by road.

Then we were hidden again, from everything except wet woods, water rushing, and incidental trash woven into to the greenery like an unlikely courtship.

Molly and Katie rushed down to the water, our lab returning soaking wet, our Katrina rescue mutt with muddied feet. And Billy stayed back for a moment, his camera heavy around his neck. All of us a tribe, but William and I were just the same. We wore the same expression of wonder and fear at that narrow but dense onset of nature—everything, all at once, teaming and coupling, and thriving, and falling apart.

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weather report

May 6th, 2009

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My dad and William, trying—for the first time—the training wheels

Photos by Billy

It’s been raining here for near a week, and looks like a week more in the works. On the forecast in pictures on my computer screen, the sun peeks out briefly, through slanted rain drop and jagged bolts of lightening.

Outside, in the foggy grayness, all manner of things are ripening: clematis,
clover,
white eyed grass.
If I knew what was good for me, I’d pull and prune and tidy, but the the rain doesn’t let up. Our lives are a new jungle—wild, chartreuse, dripping. William puts on his own boots to stomp in puddles, and hurries back in in with the cuffs of his paints soaking wet. Later, we listen to Sarah White in the car as water slides recklessly down the window-glass.

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wild style

May 6th, 2009

William, a while back, on a dry Fridays after Five afternoon

video by Billy

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